i am always found awake in the night by nightmares,it seems like they loves me moreee then sweet dreams already.
i have decided to work,rather then visiting aunt,cause there will only be me,mummy and sister there only.shall visit aunt tmrw.
i will be working later,and it's rlly a last minute thing.
fooook!school is rlly starting,i don't miss school.i don't miss wearing uniform.i don't miss books.i don't miss those evil teachers.
i only miss my friends and food.
ok,no time for craps now.i gotta rush to prepare and get down to workplace asap.
i rlly have to go now,i will be back at night for pixtures.readers,stay tune alright.
bye.ohno,it should be see you again.cause i'll be back in the night.LOL

i am going mad,not joking.

zoeong bomb me,when i am already in the lift.i jitao want go mad already.

i am kao-ing at home,knn.srsly moodswinggg ttm!

i want to go out to enjoy,but my fucking pocket don't allow me to.

memories of us just fucking flow through my mind.i blast my music loudly,i scream,i kick,tears rolling down.tell me,what the fuck i want now?i repeat,i am going mad.

why just can't i control my temper?_l_

i am so going to get myself drunk in the coming days,better get the beers ready!

i am going to prepare and get my ass out to the hospital.
school term is drawing nearer.
i am going to shop till drop and enjoy my rest of the day till school starts.
twenty-ten will be here in no time,where should i go.
holidays will be coming to an ending soon,wtf.
how i wish i were never a student,zzzz.
ok,i should rlly get going now.
short and sweet,bye.

MERRY CHRISTMAS to every peeps:D!
i spent my eve with heeeng and zoe.
jurong point>town>jurong point>hsh. i got myself a dress,thanks zoe for the cookie and friends of mine for the messages.
had a last minute meet up with seowting,amber,chinming and etc. chatted awhile at macmthey left for mac and i headed back home.
i saw xxx,i don't like her voice and i am not going to state down her name.
anyway,i've just reached home like about 10 minute ago.
i am going to clean myself up and get down onto the bed.
i told myself,next year christmas eve will be a better one,so that's its.
once again,merry christmas and goodnights to all:)
it's not the day for me today,i saw xxx too,what's the problem man?fml.
okai,i should get going right now.bye/

Tattoo your name across my heart.

i am abit greedy for this year christmas.
firstly,i would want santa claus to get my big aunt,grandma and all the patient to be back in pink health.secondly,i want a lovely boyfriend and lastly to have smile on everyone face.
3 wishes.would you grant me all,mr santa claus?
i am spending most of my time in the hospital,should i celebrate it in the hospital?{laugh}
i think i will be joining my friends to the church for service and town with heeeng beh.
i am still thinking if i should go to the hospital tmrw not.
i miss the letter G.
2009 is coming to an end soon,like finally. twenty-nine,is not a good year for me,whereas in studies,r/s/friendships/family.
i swear i hate twenty-nine ttm,and i mean it.
anyway,how should i celebrate my counting down to twenty-ten?
school of twenty-ten is drawing nearer,hadn't been enjoying myself much. 2 months of school holiday just fly away so fasttttt~
it's time for me to wash up,and get onto the bed.byebye:)