Peiying's

2011-08-14T01:27:00.000+08:00

Memory of Junko Furuta: The Girl Who Went through 44 days of Torture.

These horrifying things done to Junko Furuta had been collected through the Japanese court trial of the case, and blogs from 1989. They show the pain that Junko Furuta had to endure before she was finally dead. All this had happened to her while she was still alive. They are disturbing, but the truth.

All of this had happened.

DAY 1: November 22, 1988: Kidnapped

Kept captive in house, and posed as one of boy's girlfriend

Raped (over 400 times in total)

Forced to call her parents and tell them she had run away

Starved and malnutrition

Fed cockroaches to eat and urine to drink

Forced to masturbate

Forced to strip in front of others

Burned with cigarette lighters

Foreign objects inserted into her vagina/anus

DAY 11: December 1, 1988: Severely beat up countless times

Face held against concrete ground and jumped on

Hands tied to ceiling and body used as a punching bag

Nose filled with so much blood that she can only breath through her mouth

Dumbbells dropped onto her stomach

Vomited when tried to drink water (her stomach couldn't accept it)

Tried to escape and punished by cigarette burning on arms

Flammable liquid poured on her feet and legs, then lit on fire

Bottle inserted into her anus, causing injury

DAY 20: December10, 1989: Unable to walk properly due to severe leg burns

Beat with bamboo sticks

Fireworks inserted into anus and lit

Hands smashed by weights and fingernails cracked

Beaten with golf club

Cigarettes inserted into vagina

Beaten with iron rods repeatedly

Winter; forced outside to sleep in balcony

Skewers of grilled chicken inserted into her vagina and anus, causing bleeding

DAY 30: Hot wax dripped onto face

Eyelids burned by cigarette lighter

Stabbed with sewing needles in chest area

Left nipple cut and destroyed with pliers

Hot light bulb inserted into her vagina

Heavy bleeding from vagina due to scissors insertion

Unable to urinate properly

Injuries were so severe that it took over an hour for her to crawl downstairs and use the bathroom

Eardrums severely damaged

Extreme reduced brain size

DAY 40: Begged her torturers to "kill her and get it over with"

January 1, 1989: Junko greets the New Years Day alone

Body mutilated

Unable to move from the ground

DAY 44: January 4, 1989: The four boys beat her mutilated body with an iron barbell, using a loss at the game of Mah-jongg as a pretext. She is profusely bleeding from her mouth and nose. They put a candle's flame to her face and eyes.

Then, lighter fluid was poured onto her legs, arms, face and stomach, and then lit on fire. This final torture lasted for a time of two hours.

Junko Furuta died later that day, in pain and alone. Nothing could compare 44 days of suffering she had to go through.

When her mother heard the news and details of what had happened to her daughter, she fainted. She had to undergo a psychiatric outpatient treatment . Imagine her endless pain.

Her killers are now free men. Justice was never served, not even after 20 years.

They deserve a punishment much greater than they had put upon Furuta, for putting an innocent girl through the most unbearable suffering.

This story from 1989 is true. Please spread her story around. Everyone should know about the existence of Junko Furuta's unimaginable and incomprehensible suffering, and this is why this group has been made.

The boys only served about eight years in prison for the crime, pleading down to 'committing bodily injury that resulted in death' instead of murder. One of them was arrested again in July, 2004 after assaulting a friend he believed was luring a girlfriend away from him and even BRAGGING about his infamy resulting from his case.

At least one of them was apparently a low-level Yakuza member during this time, claiming he could have people killed for interfering.

Invite your friends. Never let her story be forgotten. If this story changes the life of at least one person then it has been worth it.

Rest In Eternal Peace,

Junko Furuta

1989-Eternity

Credits from HERE.

For more Videos & Pictures, please visit HERE.

if someone loves you enough,they will fight for you through anything.

2011-04-29T17:11:00.003+08:00

going over to jurong safra for huixin's birthday celebration.

2011-04-26T20:30:00.004+08:00

Girlsfact : Girls need a man who can treat them good,because they are sick of all the boys who thought they could.

2011-01-27T18:29:00.001+08:00

2010-10-11T15:39:00.003+08:00

starting of a relationships can be as sweet as condense milk,but slowly it will turns into as bitter as how kopi-o taste like.

2010-10-01T00:25:00.003+08:00

finally it's October,things aren't going well last month and i hope things will get better this month.

2010-09-14T21:31:00.001+08:00

2010-09-06T23:38:00.001+08:00

2010-09-04T23:24:00.003+08:00

if you had never controlled my life,our blood-ship would not have turned sour.

2010-09-04T00:01:00.001+08:00

LOVE is the person you think about during the sad songs.

2010-09-02T23:20:00.003+08:00

2010-09-02T20:06:00.002+08:00

i remember the smell of yours the other day when i was on your bike,it didn't took long for me to adore you so much.i hope and i wish we will meet up very soon,i miss you riding me boy.

2010-08-30T22:39:00.002+08:00

CHEWCHINGLING

2010-08-23T22:35:00.006+08:00

hypocrites all around us,even own best friend can be one too.
say as much as what you want,gossip as much as you want,i can't even be bothered with you.

2010-08-22T22:38:00.003+08:00

dearest mummy bought me new babies,i swear that i will protect both nicely(:

2010-08-09T14:06:00.005+08:00

i miss this best friend of mine so much.

2010-07-30T21:16:00.006+08:00

if you are my best friend,why didn't you ask more.
have you ever realize,i am always giving in to you,but you never had give in to me.how much do you want me to apologize.if only you have bothered to ask me why,but you never ask.
best friend,what does best friend really means.i really wanted to save back this friendship,but i thinks it's impossible now because i had apologized to you but you didn't even bother to reply and since you don't even bother to reply me,give me a reason.why must i still apologize for a second time.did i ever let you apologize for a second time?
did you even know that much about me?
i had a hard time in the afternoon,i almost went crazy.
pardon me,i really had no way to vent it on other than blogging it out.i really hope that you will treasure me more than enough.

2010-07-29T20:50:00.002+08:00

i can't believe,what my classmates told me.
don't assault your authority,insulting us don't get you anywhere too.think before you speak.if we are one of those you said,then what are you to us,isn't it the same?humans do change and not those R/LT kids led them bad.
if you think everything you said are correct.why didn't our previous FT complain about us,when she took our class?it's partly your fault too and if you really have so much things about us then why did you not ask for another class rather than sticking to our class.
do not pick on us,when we didn't even pick at you.ask yourself,did we even insult/rude to you?
please be much contented enough with the way we treats you all this time.
as this phrase goes "put yourself into our shoe and think",you think we like you?-.-

2010-07-29T00:16:00.003+08:00

this morning,black cat uncle had passed on bcse of an bicycle incident,it's a shocking news to us.i hope he will be doing fine in a far away land from us.

2010-07-28T00:42:00.003+08:00

flipping through my photo album.i ran over to daddy'kin like a small little kid,showing him our neo pixx,and starts to chit-chat for awhile.it was ever since long i felt so close/happy talking with daddy'kin.
daddy'kin dug my ear and trimmed my nail for me too,it's been a long time since daddy'kin doing it.
i had a wonderful day today,i wish everything would just stay this way.

2010-07-26T23:01:00.003+08:00

humans change,friendship change,relationship change infect everything changed except the pass.
schl tmrw,i shall stop crapping here and get to bed now.

2010-07-22T22:44:00.003+08:00

during times when you need me i am always there for you,but where were you when i need you?you were never neglected by me,and you neglect me most of the times if you didn't realise about it.i don't want to put so much effort in everything and get back shits.you will never know how i feel,because you were never neglected by friends.
i am not blaming you,but i am blaming myself for everything.
bear in my mind,i do need you to be by my side too when i am feeling low but you were not with me.let me put it another way round not all the times you will be with me but even if you are with me i thinks that you just can't be bothered because you are cold and you didn't realise it.
friends are second after my family,but did you know that i don't just see you as a friend/best friend and i see you more than the above,you are just like my family members always important to me.but what am i to you in your eyes and why am i getting shits back?
maybe,i am not trying hard enough.

2010-07-21T00:04:00.006+08:00

Time is too swift for those who fear.

2010-07-19T15:23:00.001+08:00

Month One.

'Hi Mommy!

I am only 3/4 of an inch long,But I have all my organs.

I love the sound of your voice.

Every time I hear it,I wave my arms and legs.

The sound of your heart beat

Is my favorite lullaby

Month Two.

Mommy,

Today I learned how to suck my thumb.

If you could see me

You could definitely tell that I am a baby.

I’m not big enough to survive outside my home though.

It is so nice and warm in here

Month Three.

You know what Mommy,

I’m a boy!

I hope that makes you happy.

I always want you to be happy.

I don’t like it when you cry.

You sound so sad.It makes me sad too,

And I cry with you even thoughYou can’t hear me

Month Four.

Mommy,

My hair is starting to grow.

It is very short and fine

But I will have a lot of it.

I spend a lot of my time exercising.

I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes

And stretch my arms and legs.

I am becoming quite good at it too

Month Five.

You went to the doctor today.

Mommy, he lied to you.

He said that I’m not a baby.

I am a baby, Mommy, your baby

.I think and feel.

Mommy,what’s abortion?

Month Six.

I can hear that doctor again.

I don’t like him.

He seems cold and heartless.

Something is intruding my home.

The doctor called it a needle.

Mommy what is it?

It burns!

Please make him stop!

I can’t get away from it!

Mommy! Help me!

Month Seven.

Mommy,

I am okay.

I am in Jesus’s arms.

He is holding me.

He told me about abortion.

Why didn’t you want me, Mommy?

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.

Two more eyes that will never see.

Two more hands that will never touch.

Two more legs that will never run.

One more mouth that will never speak

2010-07-14T22:20:00.005+08:00

it's been such a long time since i had a proper update for this space and i don't know where to start with.my bad for not having a proper update,been busying with things and works.
schl had been great with my lovely playmates,but it still didn't stop me from skipping schl{tsk}.
i had not been in schl for days alr,someone please motivate me to get back on track.
i have made some goals,i hope i can achieve as many as possible
1)cut down on vulgar words
2)kick away the bad habit of skipping schl
3)do well in studies
4)work harder to earn money
5)stop spending money on useless stuff
6)slim down(like every year goal,but never succeed one) etc..
late day tmrw,i will be meeting two of my breastfriend for breakfast tmrw,i miss baby myt very much.
i hope this saturday plan will be a successful one.
can't belive that i am so into Beast songs,hehehe.
getting sick of my blogskin alr,i can't find any nice blogskin either{shake head}.
peeps,my tagboard is dying do tag alright?(:
ok,thx&bb.

2010-07-04T21:56:00.002+08:00

With you my heart will always stay.
With you my thoughts will be every day.
You remain to be the one that I regret letting get away. Why didn't I say what I needed to say? You are the one I will always use my wishes on. You are the one I will always wish was never gone. I'll constantly wonder what went wrong.
I'll forever think of what I could have did that was never done.

2010-06-25T03:51:00.003+08:00

i went down to 953 and met up with bby over at 903 earlier on.
it's nearly 4am,yet i am still not in bed.
hopefully i will be able to wake up on time for breakfast later or rather i should catch some dramas/bath/clear or pack my wardrop to keep me awake.
my body clock is totally in a mess,bad news because schl term is just 2 days away and i assume that i will be chase home on the first day.hopefully my schl skirt would not get any smaller for me to fit in.
anyway,i am only working for singtel for now no more others job(:
i am all over _______,and i bet he get to chance by here lo.
ok,thx&bb.

2010-06-24T00:25:00.004+08:00

i should be happily jumping away,but i am not and i am actually feeling the other way round now.what is f*cking wrong with me tonight?
can someone actually shoot me down,right now?
Could we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (Wish right now, Wish right now).

2010-06-20T00:47:00.003+08:00

you never know what you have until its gone.

spent my time last evening over at zoe ong house as it was her birthday,hope she enjoyed to the fullest.as for bby,i hope she will be fine:)
was late for work today,went to take a look at charles & keith.surprised mumsie with a charles & keith bag,glad that she's happy and i am broke.i got to work double the harder and i will be working for singtel tmrw from morning until night.i am crazy over money,becse i am rlly broke lorhxz.panda eyes and waterbags are forming,kill me!!!!
one more week to schl term,shag(x100) only.
ok,thx&bb.

2010-06-12T23:53:00.004+08:00

hearts are not had as a gift,but hearts are earned.

i might private my blog soon,since i will be busy earning money:)!!!!
i am a happy girl today.everything was alright and i am half-dead from work,worst thing was that i starts my day at 5.30am and ends my night off at around midnight for almost every single days except for sunday abit later,so b*tch lo.
ok,thx&bb.

2010-06-09T22:20:00.003+08:00

Behind my smile is a hurting heart. Behind my laugh, I'm falling apart. Look closely at me and you will see, the person I am...isn't me.

2010-06-09T21:18:00.002+08:00

2010-06-08T21:50:00.003+08:00

2010-05-28T00:26:00.004+08:00

it was so much longer than this before hand,but i just select all + backspace and it turns out this short.

2010-05-23T01:49:00.003+08:00

(pardon the ugly face of mine)****
meeting @angxinyi for breakfast later on at 6am and i only hit the sack last night around 5am woke up around 12pm and it's rlly mad-crazy that i got to stay up for the whole of tonight.
chatting with @quekjunbao on msn,he damn niaoxz one only.LOLs,his not gonna see this post anyway.he actually jiak chua during his duty time & he's gonna end his duty in another 20 minutes time.
i miss schl out of a sudden,i am going back on monday and staying over at baby's house on tues(Y)x2.hehexz:B
june holis is drawing nearer(Y),decided to cak angkong alr/
okthx&bb.

2010-05-19T22:38:00.004+08:00

it's the matter of time

didn't attend for schl again today and therefore i stayed home for the day.friends came up my hse and helped me out with siging up audi and they left after awhile.was having a super headache in the afternoon and i took a nap for about 3 hours.sister went to pack dinner for me and mumsie came home not long.i just got hook with audi and i know i am very lame and slow,but i don't care.{winkwink}it's time for me to go back to schl tmrw to get all my result as it's late day for schl,meeting "clique" for breakfast tmrw:)(Y).
universal studio next week with friend & drink during the june(Y).
ok,thx&bb.

2010-05-15T00:21:00.003+08:00

______ you know,i am not good in words and if you happened to hop-by one day,stay and read alright?you are always like an elder brother to me,standing up for me and keeping me away from troubles and now,you are going in anytime soon,for i don't know what reasons.i don't know what else to say other than taking good care of yourself in there.don't ever repeat the history when you are out.

2010-05-14T01:34:00.003+08:00

like the phrase phrased,"a leopard never change it's spots."
Time and time again, this saying had being proven to be the truth. No matter what ever promise they had taken, a leopard would never change it's spots. They would go back to their old ways after a day or two. Just like someone I know
bfsgs
ok,let's get to the main point of today post.(bulleted list)
-officially end of MYE.(Y)
-YeeTing hse to chill,it's the ever first time i think that kopi is cute lorhxz.
-jp,chanced upon zoe & hsh.
-prepared and head off to jp again this time round with zoe,chill and chanced upon michele ahyi,acc her for puffed and a chat,hsh aftermath.
it's 0200am now,breakfast with friends later on ard 08.30am,6 more hour of sleep.
there's no schl tmrw.(Y)
ok,thx&bb.

2010-05-09T04:33:00.004+08:00

HAPPY M-O-T-H-E-R"S DAY

M-million of things she gave me.
O-she's growing older.
T-tears she shed to save me.
H-her heart of purest gold.
E-her eyes,with love-light shining.
R-means right && right she'll always be.

time check : 04.50am
i am not a person who is good in words so,i would like to take this chance here,to thank my mummy for all this year for bringing me up.it's been hard on you,ILOVEYOUMUMMY.(Y)

2010-05-08T18:17:00.003+08:00

i am here for a short update,to keep my blog alive alittle.silent readers,tag before you leave.
-@xinyi hse(Y).
-going for jordon's bbq later.
okkkk,thanks&bb.

《天真》弦子

2010-05-07T14:24:00.000+08:00

2010-05-06T19:36:00.003+08:00

i am back here for a short update,my bad for not being active on blogger.
alot of things happened this few weeks,hope that it's not that serious.from all this incident,i've learn alot & see the true sides of others.
-7 paper down && 4 more to go:)
-history paper,it doubt i'll pass.
-breakfast with lovely friends,it's been long since the sound of laughter during break.zijian duapaoxian,yeeting henkeai,hahahaha.
ok,math paper 2 & ss paper tmrw,gonna mug hard for it.
ok,thx&bb.

2010-04-18T21:17:00.003+08:00

attended schl carnival yst,saw a number of familiar faces.
met miki then bus over to jp,niki was alr there waiting for us and we headed to kopitiam to look for junying&amada.we left junying&amanda after awhile and went over to ji de chi for brunch and i bought prata with sausage and cab over to schl.
met eileen,chingling,xinyi,jaymi and yeeting and head in to schl together.
i reached late and left early,due to the weather.hahahahaha
went over to eileen and xinyi hse and i got owned by beer last night and i create an unglam scene.
chingling and xinyi told me,i cry very hard/hit and pull people/fell down (x)many time/keep repeating slap you then you know/keep step one sleeping geh go scare people/vomit.
i remembered throwing my phone and keep crying and whining away for ______.
anyway,thanks to those who were there for me.especially my blood-brother,thanks for always being my pillar of strength.
rashes on my hand,i'm irritated by it so much_l_.
i'm starting schl tmrw as late as 9.00am,likeahappy only.
ok,thanks&bb.

2010-04-16T22:24:00.004+08:00

i guess i've frightened chingling,xinyi & eileen & xavire{?} just now.i don't know why did i randomly __ied and i don't feel good now.tsktsk
eileen told me,human tends to fall and stand up.there's no humans in the world,whom don't fall and stands up to learn from it and let it go.we play hard,work hard,love hard and fall hard and cry hard then it's when we fall hard we have to let it go even harder because if one is not willing to let go it'll only hurt even harder.why cry over a split milk?would it even come back and will we be even happy after all?what had happened,let it all go and move on there's no point turning back and look at it.
my schl will be celebrating it's 10th tmrw and i'm looking forward to it.{lol}
ok,i'm going over to 2head and nua my night away.
byebye.

2010-04-13T00:03:00.005+08:00

you'll always be my favorite

i'm here because of @Chingling seek,like ah hai only.
-Chingling & J'bel treat me to swensen,this afternoon(Y),thanks alot:)
-@xavier is finally back from china.
-work around 8head and i went alil sot.i would like to thanks friends for buying icecream from me,thou it's alil too expensive.
-slack around 7head.
-hsh.
&&&&&&& last but not least,HAPPYB'LATEDBIRTHDAY CELESETEEEE.
ok,thx&bb.

2010-04-09T22:04:00.004+08:00

summing up,didn't you think that you did a fucking fabulous job to make things difficult for me now, likeaxialan only.{roll eyes}lemme tell you,i is motherfucking hate you like one only./

2010-04-07T16:52:00.003+08:00

i don't feel good

where did you run to,when i need you to pour all my troubles to?
seriously i don't feel good now.i want to post out all my unhappiness,but i didn't know where to start from,that i decided to drop this idea away.
i wish you could be here with me,making me laugh & smile.but you were not here.
even listening to songs couldn't help me this time round,i think i am really not feeling good.
ok,thx&bb.

2010-04-06T21:52:00.002+08:00

2010-04-04T22:53:00.003+08:00

You look like a whore & very like a whore b*tch.

i don't know why,i still can't lay down the hatred in you.i will want your life one day,if i can b*tch{roll eye}.do what/all you can now,before i lay my hand on you,and fucking tear you apart and buried you into the fucking ground.since none want to take action on you,i'll take.don't balme me,don't forget what that particular one person swear and speak infront on my people.how fierce can your back up be,when they find out it's your's fault,do answer me ok.i'll be happily waiting one,don't worry i won't run.i will take back,what i want to get back & what your back up swear and speak with balls.when time is right,you'll watch and see.
i won't name this particular b*tch of life,it'll only dirty my blog.

2010-04-03T23:26:00.004+08:00

because i love,i miss.

home watching movie,until yeeting ask me down to 953.
i ain't feeling well,my head is spinning & my stomach hurts,niaoxz.
minyen told me a secret,and i find him smelly than he ask me go away,but i don't want go away leh{lol}.
it's sunday tml,how boring.
ok,i'm going to hit the sack now.
thx&bb.

2010-04-02T16:48:00.002+08:00

you appeared like a dream to me

if only i'm numb of getting hurt,there won't be form of tears.
if only i don't have to love,i won't fall so deep.
if only you're a stranger,i won't be hurt.
if only i don't have to miss,i won't have dream.
if only i don't have to dream,nightmares wouldn't hunt after me.
if only i can bring myself to not love you,i would do so.
if only ever someone invent some machine to wash away all those pain,i would be the first one to have it try it out on.

2010-04-01T23:02:00.004+08:00

i am a happy girl,bcse i am going out for movie like again naoxz.catching the book of eli at 1.00am{wink}.
don't miss me alright{lol},byebye.

2010-04-01T15:56:00.004+08:00

it'ssss april fool.
i'm going for movie later on,but my heart itchy want go supperclub.
it's late day today,i walked around the schl with friends.fooled by yanling & yeeting{niaoxz},and i fooled nasrul,miki & more peeps how lame.i took bus home today,with miki.
i want to catch ju-on,when in rome,monga and how to train your dragon 3d*.i've caught monga on the net already lorhxz and i still want to catch it in the cinema again.{lol}
i'm going to take a nap naoxz and head out to 7head around 6plus then to catch a movie.
ok,thx&bb

2010-03-31T22:02:00.003+08:00

yours sincerely

skipped schl and only wakes up at 12 noon,awesome:)
stayed home,watch tv and mumsie nags.prepared around 4,met miki & simin,was so excited for liao zhai until limchaoli says that we can't go bcse we didn't attend schl in the morning,how lame{-.-}.juying didn't go as well and we nua outside schl awhile,while miki & simin went to suntec.bumped into amirul,took bus back to my hus area and nua with yeeting while i went home.
i am going to give WOW!@supperclub tmrw a miss,cse mumsie says she wants to visit big aunt and my 2nd aunt wants to settle some problems,how nice.niaoxz-.-
midnight movie on this coming saturday and maybe friday(Y).
i love m&ms,how how how?{lol}
ok,thx&bb.

2010-03-30T18:39:00.004+08:00

i went to schl today & it almost bores me to death,i am very tired & i need a nap.
went for film like wasting my time only,i walk all the way from schl to bus stop alone after so long.bumped into amirul on bus,head over to nanyang park left after awhile because i really needs to replenish my sleep.{LOL}
back home then wash up and i can't seems to sleep that i decided to blog,how lame.
brother pack dinner back for me,mumsie is so irritating.
ok,thx&bb.
i want to find my way back into love.

2010-03-29T16:56:00.005+08:00

i'm back from schl,like finally(Y).
schl was pretty boring,jiajun and amaryllis is going to buy ice-cream from me^^
class tee,red/black/pink,what about rainbow colour,it'll be cool since none can make up the decision,am i right?{lol}
working later on at some where around boonlay market place,$ roll in to me for seek.
i'm so lazy to get myself prepare and i feel like taking a nap instead,niao sia.
i going to put on braces,no matter how pain it'll be.i want to have a nice and pretty teeth when i smile.
xiaobai said,his going to bring me to supper club this thursday and that's the point why i'm working.
ok,i am going to bath naoxz.thx&bb.
i realise,falling for you was a wrong decision.
...
edit/
i'm back from work.kind of pissed off due to somethings,sales was average only.
schl tml,such a turn off.i'm going to get f&n blog done naoxz,and submit to katy,scratch head.why gives us such a difficult question.{LOL}
ok again,thx&bb.

2010-03-28T22:44:00.003+08:00

i only woke up around 7.30pm,se mo sia.
i laugh at how i replied minyen last night,i laugh what i did last night when brother told me.
i couldn't believe of what i did,ok.{LOL}
i don't know why,i still feel like to sleep after such a long sleep.
how many i,can i still start with every sentence from today post?{LOL}
schl tml,i don't have the urge to return to schl and i got the urge to find a job and settle down with.when can i quit this thinking/urge of mine.
ok,i'm gonna hit my sack soon again.hahaha,i can't stop laughing at how retard i am.
i love to sleep,sleeping is my hobby:)
thx&bb.

2010-03-27T20:08:00.003+08:00

nua whole day at 948,bored die me.
left around 7,xavier head home to bath and i nua under his blk.brother reached then xavier came down,nua awhile xavier and brother head over to arena while i left home,arena bores me.
i'm so damn god boring,can?niao sia.
i'm not feeling well,my head is spinning round & round like no tml_l_.
i'm gonna hit my sack soon,such a boring saturday.no midnight movie,no event at all,wtf.
ok,thx&bb.
i need some love.

2010-03-27T00:50:00.003+08:00

2010-03-26T21:12:00.003+08:00

break break break your heart

my computer is not behaving itself today,so damn lag_l_.
skipped schl again,woke up prepared and headed to meet zoe.got my things done and headed separately,i went home and ko until bestfriend ask me down to slack.send her off to 964 bus stop with brother around 7,i was so mad like some retard with my brother,brother pack food and headed hsh.i'm heading down to xavier bbq in a while time,but i'm so lazy to get myself down.{zzz}
i'm so into break your heart,so damn fucking nice can?{lol}
ok,shall not dilly dally anymore,getting my ass down naoxz.
thx&bb.
stop bringing me down to hell and suffer.

2010-03-25T13:00:00.004+08:00

i feel so awesome when i'm not in schl.
i going out naozx:D!
:):D:B
ok,i'm back with no photos.
train down to grandma hus with mumsie,fetch grandma and cab over to china town to seek doctor,the waiting of consultation to the hour of collecting medication almost make me mad insane because it was really very long,longer than your imagination.
walk over to pearl center,to get things done and settle down for dinner then cab to fetch grandma home and cab back home aftermath.
maybe i'm going for bbq tml night,get more beer and wine down.{LOL}
skipping schl tml again(Y),meeting zoe for breakfast tml then heading to jp with bestfriend.
meowfriend,where are you?
ok,thx&bb.

2010-03-24T20:27:00.004+08:00

i wants you to sleep with me

gave schl a miss and i slept all the way to 4pm plus,it's awesome.

toothache,makes me pissed off and make me mad crazy.

i wished i were numb in love,never to let your words affect me,never to let you melt me,not to dream of you and not to think of you.

perphaps that's it for today,i can't type anymore further and i'm too tired of things.

somebody,do motivate me back to schl.

thx&bb.

2010-03-23T18:56:00.002+08:00

my tagboard is so no life,do make my tagboard alive,readers.
byebye.

2010-03-23T18:34:00.004+08:00

it's been so long since i had this hatred lying within me,that i can' take it any longer and how i wish i would never fall in love.

...
went to schl today,my hair was totally screwed.
i'm so xia lan in schl today,lol.
i'm so looking forward to next wednesday,my schl is bringing us all the level 3 students to the drama center,somewhere around bugis.home clothes are allow but Miss Lim said,dress appropritetly and wear something more formal,i'm thinking of what to wear already.she even said that try not to wear black,like se mo lorhxz.
i laugh and shout alot during chinese lesson today,hahaha.
schl end,slack and waited for min & soon to end class.there's this cute xdd hug me,i super like him damn cute i tell you lorhxz and i carry and sayang him from his mumsie,because he said that he got beat by another xdd,so cute lorhxz.
met farah,slack and hsh.
i went to get my fringe cut,so ugly.
ok,thx&bb.

2010-03-22T15:31:00.004+08:00

when sweet dreams,turns into nightmare

mumsie woke me up for schl,she told me something and i find it funny,that i laugh so hard.

cross country on this coming friday.

i'm going mad insane,my neighbour upstair keeps drilling and hammering the wall,so damn fucking irritating can.niaoniaoxz_l_.

was caught back to class twice for fnn,lesson ends at 2.30 and me bus home with miki.

it's raining,i'm wondering to cut my hair not.working later on at jurong tounge,hopefully sales later will be a good one.mumsie is nagging at me to stop working,but i still have not enjoy enough of chasing after bangalas lorhxz.hahahaha

my eyes are shutting already,i'm so tired.

i'm gonna bath and take a short nap.

ok,i'm going school with miki tml,i'm really very tired naoxz.

i feel like that we're a stranger,just what went wrong?

ok,thx&bb.

2010-03-21T23:36:00.003+08:00

1 week of holiday gone,schl starting tml.{fml}

i didn't even lay a single finger on a fuck shit of my homeworks,can i give school a miss tml?

for some reason,i played my knuckles against the wall and my knuckles hurt like ohmygod lorhxz.

i whispered an advance birthday song to my sister,like some retard right?i got her a very lame birthday present,and a cake from icing sugar.it's the first time,i ever bought cake for my sister.so sweet of me right?{lol}

mean min slept for the whole day and can't sleep,cse he signed in to msn again.hahaha

about 5 more minutes to my sister birthday,happy advance birthday sister.

thou i always complain bout your fuck face/hot temper/quarrel && hor,no matter how we pi bin,you will still get the things i want for me in the end one,i love you the most ok.you're finally turning illegal 18 already,1 year older liao.when are you getting a boyfriend?^^{lol}ok la,standard may all your wish come true and get more income home uh.me love die you hor.

ok,thx&bb.

2010-03-21T16:06:00.003+08:00

until i get over you,hold on to me

caught being human last night,mumsie and friend sat behind my row lorhxz.i find this show lame,but i like it.

walked over to junying place,slack and walked over to pionnier mall to play poker.gave mac breakfast a miss,such a pity_l_.

hsh around 4.30am,chatted on phone with bestfriend until 6.30am.went to sleep,wake up to prepare at 8.30am to meet bestfriend for breakfast and had only about 2 hours of sleep only hor.

slack around my hus area,pack food for amy and headed to his hus.

watched monga,and left for jp after a while.

met sister and her friend,bought a demin short from cotton on(Y).met zoe & jianming,to get my things done we roam around like some vampires and i took a bus home aftermath.

i'm waiting for my sister to get my cheese bar home for me(Y).

i'm meeting betfriend later on again,so happy hor:D

if you happened to hop into my blog.please take good care of yourself,drink more waterrr & rest moreee.ok?{zzz}

ok,thx&bb.

it's not true,when i said i don't give a damn to you because i still cares deep down.

2010-03-20T02:31:00.004+08:00

time check:2.55am
quarreled with bestfriend,but we are fine as in the past already(:
as what bestfriend said,united we stand,divided we fall.even one day we're from different ___ you'll still be my bestfriend for life.PBT.(Y)
bestfriend,i just wants you to know.no matter where you are you will still be kept in my heart,and i'll hold on to you whenever you fall.this is the second time,we had cold war and this feeling sucks because i treasure you,that's why you're my bestfriend and because you're my bestfriend the feeling of cold war sucks.lastly,i just hope that whenever you cry,i can be there holding on to packets of tissues for you,and lend you my shoulder and ear.my bestfriend isssss maiyeeting hor,don't play play.cause i love her more than you do!
ILOVEYOUBESTFRIEND,MYT:D
i broke down,pms or what?{zzz}
&& naoxz,i kept staring onto my phone wallpaper and laugh like a retard.
if only,you would still not mind lending me your listening ear once more.
town in the morning with bestfriend&amy tml,hopefully i can wake up.
i might be going over to junying hus tml night.
ok,goodnight.thx&bb.

2010-03-19T15:31:00.005+08:00

i am free that is why i am lost

mumsie just got home,i've not yet got my room pack_l_.

i don't know what should i post,my mind is in a mess and blank,how cool.{zzz}

my temper is not as great as before,i'm starting to miss ezad again.i need a pair of listening ear and shoulder to lie on.zoe is not in singapore,xinyi is also not in singapore.

i find myself throwing temper to anyone,for no reason-.-

i know my brother dotes on me alot,he went down to get my food for me cse i'm lazy.i said,i want to drink milo,he bought me coke instead as there's no milo.he don't hold grudges on me,no matter how i shout/scream/fight with him,he'll let me win.no matter how bad i treat him,he'll still dotes on me,get me whatever i want && what's more is that,he's 1 year younger than me.where to find such brother?ILOVEMYBROTHER,OK:D

i should get going to tidy up my room.

clubbing with xiaobai during june,time faster roll.

ok,thx&bb.

hehaho

edit/

prepared after tidying up my room,went 903 and headed to work at 6head.

i chased after 2 bangalas today,they ran as fast as they could when they saw me chasing after them,laugh my ass off ttm.

tagged with chou mean min,sales was still alright.

walked to jp with chou mean min after work end,met edmund pass him his things and took bus home.

i don't like xiao qiang,i hate xiao qiang very much.{lol}

ok,thx&bb.

2010-03-18T23:02:00.003+08:00

spent my whole day over at 8head.
there's no midnight show later on,nua home again tonight_l_.
somebody,please ask me out later on.
byebye.
i need to know,why are you still caring so much.

2010-03-18T12:48:00.007+08:00

ask me to let go

...

batok sales,turns out to be so much worst.

chou mean min,slipper spoiled.{laugh}

boss fetch us back to jalan bahar,cab home aftermath.waited for brother and his friends,cab to jurong safra,kbox.

sang until 3,i was shivering all the way and my finger went numb.

chou mean min,ask me to hug the sofa bcse i am very cold.

cab to pionner mall,for mac.hsh aftermath.

wash up,and ko.

i'm not working with chou mean min later on already.

brother friend say he wants to treat me to sakae,so kind of him.{Y}

ok,thx&bb.

i had a dream of you last night,looking at me and smile sweetly.i never had this dream before,it seem so real and i woke up looking around my room,if you were there but you were not then i broke down for a second.

i never thought i would fall so deep for you and now i have to let go.

would you still mind lending me a listening ear & be like a close friend of mine like ever the past before?becse,you changed so much,that i feel so helpless.

2010-03-17T11:06:00.009+08:00

where the story end

chou mean min,lets' faster get our tattoo together ok?{wink}
i miss knocking on other door and ask stranger to get ice-cream from me,i'm so looking forward to work later,huat ah.{lol}
yeeting,amy,chou mean min and myself is working(:
i didn't work at batok before,i'm wondering how sales will turn out.
ok,i'm catching midnight movie this thursday and hanging over at edmund hus this saturday.
moolah,better roll in to me.
i'm looking forward to every saturday,cse i can spend time with friends and stay out till late(:
i miss miki & yeeting ok,thou i see yeeting almost everyday.
i want to change my phone to bb so badly,i hate my ugly samsung phone naoxz.
i slept around 2am last night then i find myself waking up in the middle of the night,like every 1/2 hour i'll look for my phone and check my inbox this went on until 9.30am.{fml}
am i falling for the wrong one again.i guess,i should give up,and move on.
ok,thx&bb.

2010-03-16T22:04:00.004+08:00

no regrets

i think,i still don't quite understand you but,why am i falling so mcuh of you.

i acc 2nd aunt to hospital,mood was really very not good.didn't went to visit big aunt,as it was already quite late after aunt appointment.

i ate so less today,that none can belive.

decided not to stay over at aunt place,met friends and hsh after awhile.

mean min,is bathing now,he's smelly min and not mean min.{LOL}

i'm working tml at batok,tagging with smelly min.{Y}

smelly min says xiang peng peng min is here.

ok,byebye.

2010-03-16T00:45:00.003+08:00

I understand that with loves come pains,but why did i have to love so much?

i would rather you to,keep the truth to yourself.

let me fall,if i'm really going to fall one day.let me tear all i want and don't bother to hold on to me to tell me that it's ok,everything's gonna be alright.cse i know it's a lie,reality hurts.

i can't accept the terms and conditions that you want,but you chose to to tell me then hiding away from me.

i doubt,you have bit of feelings towards me,i doubt we'll last,i doubt everything you said.until you told me the true side of yours.what was all the true for?

&&& i was just lying to you,when i said i like you.

2010-03-15T20:16:00.003+08:00

i miss you,more then just a friend

home whole day,was not in the best of mood.

was sitting infront of the fucking tv all day long,how boring my life can be.{zz}

i'm going to acc my 2nd aunt for her check up,re-new passport and going to visit big aunt then to stay over at 2nd aunt place,tml/

working on wednesday,with my brother{Y}.

catching midnight movies with ihui & derrick on thursday,maybe together with marcus,quanming,edmund and junying/minyen too.where weirong & ivan run to sia-.-{lol}

i am so bored,very bored.

ok,thx&bb.

2010-03-14T23:45:00.003+08:00

happened to be blog-hopping and saw this in audrey's blog..

As we grow up,we learn that even one person that wasn't meant to let you down,probably will.You will have your heart broken more than once and it's harder every time.You will break hearts too,so remember how it felt when yours is broken.You'll fight with your best friend and you'll blame a new love for something an old one did.You'll cry because the time is passing too fast and you'll eventually loose someone you love.So take too many pictures,laugh too much and love like you've being hurt.because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

thx&bb.

2010-03-14T14:28:00.005+08:00

you,melt me.

slack under my blk,last night with yeeting & amirul,somethings happened.
i send junying home and bus to jurong point to meet friends.
caught kidnapper,last midnight with quanming,marcus & edmund.i find it too draggy,sat for 1hour40min in the cinema until batok pain.i rate it 2/5.
left seperate ways with marcus & edmund from jwps,walked home with quanming.i was so random throughout the whole journey home.
quanming makes me roflol.
reached home around 4.30,clean up/sms-ing and ko after awhile.
woke up around 11.30,like mircale.
ok,i'm going to prepare and wait for dad already.
i heard thunder.rain rain,go away.
thx&bb.
i think,i'm going real for you.

2010-03-13T01:46:00.007+08:00

answer to all my doubts

i know,my face is damn buey sai + xia lan one,but i don't care.

when i'm in schl today,myt and amirul were still sleeping soundly at home.

took back my result slip,i shall try harder next term,and learn not to skip schl anymore.what i did back during term one,was a so wrongggxz one.{fml}

lesson end,'slack' awhile in schl and took a cab home.

prepared and bus to jurong point,met up with my ladies and headed to arena for pool.i wanted so much,to enjoy with the kart.{lol}

bus back to nd around 7,then hsh>945>907>Bb court>907>hsh.

farm mart + fep tml with myt,amirul and friends?

sunday to visit aunt.mon,bugis/8head.

i'm turning in,in another few more minutes.

thx&bb.

2010-03-13T00:09:00.005+08:00

BB ite trip,day 2.

2010-03-11T16:53:00.003+08:00

BB ite trip today,i find it boring but yet i like it.i think that,i'm getting closer and closer with my classmates already(:
you know what,i laughed so hard with yanling.{LOL}
yanling,bought me a packet of chocolate pillow.{Y}
i asked hoon jin{sp},why is your name called hoon jin,it sounds like korean.{LOL}
i took photos with quite a number of classmates,and i like it.
something hillarious{sp} happened,which make me damn irritated.
didn't eat with reggie,his better to fuck off-.-
bused back to schl around 12.30,went back to classroom to wait for report slip end up i got so fucked up,and left.
bused to polyclinic with ihui,derrick and yongfa to get my things done and left home.
and,i finally got my things done at last.
yeeting is waiting for me already,i gotta get going naoxz.
thx&bb.
will be back to upload photos and videos.stay tune,baby~
it's time,to let things go.

2010-03-10T20:02:00.003+08:00

bursting

2nd post,today.

i guess i am attracted you,my heart skip faster when the image of yours pop out.

but am i that sure?yes,no,yes,no so was it a yes OR was it a no.i can't even make up my mind now,FML for it.

the way my heart melts upon seeing you,really makes my heart skip faster than usual.

does this means that,i'm falling deeper?

but,i got this feeling.maybe no matter how hard i put in,you won't appreciate and everything will be too hard for me to take it.can i know,why am i having this kind of thinking?

was it just my imagination,that it was you giving those kind of "you better get off with that guy,if not i'm going to ripe him off",when i was strolling home just now with my guy friend.i really got a shock,when an unclearly face of yours appeared.my heart,did skip much faster than usual,that i almost can't breath{too dramatic}.

this is it,my eyes is shutting down soon.

thx&bb.

2010-03-10T15:03:00.004+08:00

myt bought me A1 durian puff yesterday,as i kept complaining to her how much i'm craving for it.
Love her ttm,ok:D{winkwink}.
i think,i'm having a throat ulcer and it's killing/bothering me.
ok.i gave ite trip with mates today a miss after thinking through whole night,but rest assure i'm going to be there with my mates to have fun tml.
i think,we can only go this far and not anymore futher anymore.i don't want to be the greedy one,and end up like shit(:
chuayongsheng just ring me up a miniute ago,to acc him for late lunch.i shall get going to prepare myself and get down to meet him already.
byebye.

2010-03-08T21:51:00.003+08:00

Bestfreindss.

gave schl a missed and nua home whole day.
i slept all the way until 5,i like it:D!
prepared,went market place with reggie mumsie to get my things done and headed home.
i'm so looking forward for 10 & 11 to BB ite + reggie must go to schl that day.then,i'll be very happy,hee^^.
i love my mumsie,i'll be her good girl.{LOL}
byebye.

2010-03-05T14:30:00.003+08:00

hand shiver's

took back my ss paper,i had actually passed.i'm very happy:)
today f&n fear factor rlly makes me vomit,my stomach damn hot_l_.
schl end went up to myt hus,waited for miki and cab home.
working later on,at cck,2head.
yeeting,amirul,minyen and my brother is working.{Y}
i also want go malaysia with miki and amirul leh.
i am very happy;D.
byebye.
i need love.{zzzz}

2010-03-03T15:42:00.003+08:00

it's enough,tears falling

i went to schl today,kind of tiring.
none care's,do you even care?
i told myself i am fine,always and forever will be fine but i'll never be fine deep down.
it's thursday tml,late day.
i am going to bath now,and meet yeeting then to meet mumsie to change for my watch.
i find myself blogging for nothing,it's so random.{lol}
you're not at fault,love is selfish.promise me,you'll be happy.

2010-03-02T18:37:00.003+08:00

can i be the one,the one that you'll love.
skipped schl,slept for 15 hours lagi best man.
am at ah teo's hus now.
i'm starting to find myself in bonding with mates in schl,but in the another hand i'm losing control of losing all my bestfriends,why can't i always balance myself in between of both.i thought bestfriends knows me most but everything is in a mess now,i doubt they still has me as a friends/sister.the way they treat me,i can see not as if i'm blind ok.seriously,what the hell are you girls thinking?am i not important to you girls now or only am i important to you girls when there's troubles?-.-
if this is rlly what i am to you girls,then fuck off,alright.i don't need you girls to survive{wink}.
i am happy and contented with my happy pills around me now,you should know who you are right.(:
am going to prepare and off to meet happy pills already,byebye.

2010-03-01T17:44:00.004+08:00

the more hurt i'm getting into

monday blues,i pull myself out of bed and drag myself to prepare and left for schl.
eyebags is getting heavier and heavier on me,wtf_l_.
met ivan outside schl,slacked and headed to 9head.bought ____ and headed back home seperately{sp}.i am damn tired one,can?-.-
my bag is spoiled now,it has a darn big hole at the side,which irritated me the whole day.
mumsie went to jurong point.
ok,i should get going now.byebye:D
how i wish you were always the one to be by my side.you'll get what i want someday,please save me out of love.

2010-02-28T19:45:00.004+08:00

bonding

yvonne place for party was a great one,it brings me closer with classmates.
jp>yvonne place>arena>jp>safra>907>hsh.
was with 12345 guys after arena onwards.
i was only homed at 4.30am.
we walked all the way from jurong point to 907,power enough?{lol}
they had their supper/breakfast,while i had only a drink.
alot of crap from them,it's fun.
only woke up at 3.30pm,prepared and met farah.slack awhile and i headed back home.
ok,there's nothing for me to add on already.i should get going,byebye.
we may be close like bestfriend,but you don't understand me much enough,i guess.

2010-02-27T14:00:00.003+08:00

to end it all

i'm facing lots of troubles lately,i didn't know what to do seriously.
whatever i do,it's not enough.
i doubt,this year will be a good one.
there's a party later,at yvonne{sp} place.
i'm broke already,gambled away all my molaahs yday_l_.
i'm going to prepare and heading out to get present already.
byebye.
i don't know when will all this thing come to an end,i can't hang it on any longer.

2010-02-25T19:36:00.003+08:00

your hand around my neck

schl as usual,sat for paper then lesson.
i never felt so tired before,it's undescribeable.
schl>myt hus>hsh>jurong stadium>jurong point>hsh.
i'm broke already,gambling tml^^.
farah is a noob hor{LOL}.
chances after chances,when will it going to end?
ok la,i am going to bed now.damn tired,ohmytianxz.
byebye.
should i go for schl tml/stay home?

2010-02-24T23:05:00.003+08:00

i miss baby-baby-baby-baby~{LOL}
mac for revision just now,was totally screwed.i didn't had the motivation in ss,my back aches badly that causes me to lose my heart in ss.
car-park>chit-chat>mac>revision>car-park>hsh.
was texting with cbg,while on my way home bcse i was alone.
there's this army-guy darn retard,he talks loudly on the phone and singing sore song,and it makes me darn irritated and pissed.
tml ss paper,how?i don't want to flung it sia.
gonna mug hard now on ss after i'm done with blogging.
meeting farah after schl tml,2.30 at gekpoh.after so long,that she transfered schl since we meet up.
oh-byeeee:D
it's great that you got what i'm fretting over already.

2010-02-24T18:23:00.003+08:00

i actually had slept for 3 hour only.
math paper was totally a shitxz to me,4 marks gone.i'm only aiming for a pass,i asked myself "can i make it for math?"{LOL}
if i am going to pass my math paper,i'll be much happy bcse i don't like math at all and i always flung it badly.
social study paper tml,and that's it but more test coming up in the following week.
i am so gonna get prepare and head off to GekPoh mac to meet up with zoe & yingjie and study.
close friend of mine knows that i dislike going to schl,dislike every subject but they didn't know i've finally buck up my shoe,and it's time for me to pull up my socks already.it's still not too late to study,but if i'm still not gonna buck up i will be sure that i will get retained again/literally transfer down which i don't really want.i will prove teachers wrong,some said i'll surely not be promote up sec 5,some may says that i'm an idiot,and some look down on me,i'll prove you wrong.just you see,alright hypocrites:D
i'm going to bath now,if not i will not be able to have enoguh time in ss already.
byebi.
i miss you babyyy!:(
i'm pulling up my socksin my studies already,can you see it?{LOL x10}

2010-02-24T01:09:00.004+08:00

until i get over the past

physic and chemistry paper,and i had actually totally neglected physic and i regretted.
i made alot of mistakes with chemistry,i've pinned high hope for it to pass with flying colour.ending up,making lots sort of mistakes.
i went Schl>hsh>amirul hus>gekpoh>arcade>jurong point>mac>gekpoh mac>859>hsh.
i actually did studied math today alot,don't be shock if i can do the paper,and i just pray hard that i better can do tml paper.
met myt,ahbin and ruyun at 825,headed to gekpoh.
i especially asked yingjie out and teach me with my math,i think she almost throw blood.
went back to gekpoh mac to study,bcse i missed zoe too much already.
time check : 1.19mn
reason that i'm still staying awake was math,i'm like mad crazy stress over math.
my eyes are shutting soon,my whole body aches.
i'm gonna fall on my bed straight after packing up my room.it's in a total mess now.
24hour is not enough for me,maybe 24/7 and it'll be more then enough.
byebye:D
the problem no, lies with me,it's not you.am i really worth the waiting?

2010-02-22T22:39:00.004+08:00

dream about us

i drank a cup of coffee,before heading to schl.
met myt at back gate,i'm not hiding behind the bus-stop ley.
common test,hopefully i'll pass.
lesson today = straight k.o.
look for cerena ng after lesson ended,batter understanding of chemistry already,but physic i'm sure gonna flung.
look for yuliang and friends outside schl,some stupid uncle's kaypo honk simi?{LOL}
left after awhile with yeejin,we shared a cab home.
prepared and bused to Gekpoh,to look for myt.
lion dance,sudden urge of joining lion dance troupe.ohmytian!
left to jurong point to meet up with sister to get mumsie present and my things.met zoe and yingjie at cotton on,shop for awhile and bus home.
chanced upon ah hao and keying,chatted awhile with ah hao and headed different ways.
ah hao piercing,i don't like.i pinched his nose he said no feeling{LOLx10}.
chemistry and physic paper tml,sucks ttm.
byebye.

2010-02-21T22:48:00.003+08:00

i slept only at 2.30mn last night,and again waking up after only 6hours of sleep.
ahfang's crib>chingling's crib>celeste's crib>hsh>relative crib>hsh.
been gambling almost the whole day,won total of $__.(:{not going to share larhxz}
mahjong at relative place,w/o moolah one.
CT next week,tml on english leeeh.
gotta stay back after schl tml,to revise abit on chemistry with cerena ng.
hopefully i pass all my papers,i'm not going to pin much hope on math.i know i sure die on that subject one.
meeting yingjie tml after my lesson + revising to jurong point to get my things^^.
:B:B:B:B:B:B:B
byebye.

2010-02-21T00:40:00.006+08:00

you make me wanna surrender my soul

19th02'10
steamboat at zoe hus,had alot of fun.
gambled,luck was with me during the start but ending up losing $1{LOL}.
make a new friend,which was yeeting friend.was laughing non-stop last night,and only got home at 2.30mn.straight k.o onto my bed.
...
woke up at 10am,why?cse zoe spam me up,i then slowly prepare to meet her & yingjie to town.
i was the last to reached,and i feel so bad.
i went shopping with yingjie & zoe leeeeh:D!
cine>fep>cine>ion>jp>hsh.caught 72 tenants of prosperity,5/5,worth watching.
bought myself 2 tops and a shoe,happy only.trained back to nd,left different ways with yingjie & zoe,headed to look for mumsie & sister as they were thinking of which phone to get.after getting their phones,mumsie bused home with her friend while me & my sister stayed for shopping,smth stupid/embarrassing happened{LOL}.
f that cheena,attitude sucks ttm!-.-
i saw this watch,was intending to get it but smth was wrong with it and it's already the last piece already so,ending up i didn't get it,i feel so sad.
hsh around 10.30pm.
i've got a date tml to friend hus,can't get to town again with my lovelies friends.but it's ok,next week!next week!we'll go again.
i should get going already,meeting friends later in the afternoon 1.
here gone my beauty sleep again.but,it's ok,byebye(:

2010-02-19T15:01:00.003+08:00

Schl tday was damn boring one,i find Mr K____ so lao lan,i don't like hor!{everyone agrees}!
just done with buying all the food from sheng shiong over to Zoe hus.
had a tiff with ____.{shall not name}
steamboat later,i think it won't be a great one already lorhxz.
wearing the same clothes with xinyi & wenxin later(:
if an apologise is not accepted,but at least i did apologised to you,right?-.-
byebye.

2010-02-18T23:14:00.004+08:00

a little more help

i woke up at 6.30 prepared and when i was about to leave the hus,it started raining cats & dogs.i straight away turn back,changed and hit the bed and so,in the end,i still gave schl a miss.
common test would be starting tml,and worse still it's on math.tell me how am i going to make it?-.-
ok,met up with zoe and friends headed over to sheng shiong to check on ingredient price for tml steamboat.
nothing much happened also,my life is getting more & more lifeless already.{fml}
guys nowadays are behaving so immature can?
byebye.

2010-02-17T21:27:00.003+08:00

realising

it's been bout a week since i update my blog,Zoe is complaining already.
i think/might shut down my blog for time being,i'm running out of idea to keep this blog alive.
i find chinese new year bored,this year.
i find schl boring,i thinks that i'm drifting from friends,and i thinks that i'm coming from bad to worse this year.i did all sorts of funny stunts,and thinking tad to much.
somehow,i will still goes back to schl when i get bored,right?
i don't know what had took change in me,i find myself stupid-.-
i miss Zoe,and friends alot.but i miss you more,it's been long since i said i miss you.
i remembered everything you told me that night vividly,it did affect me alot.
ok.i should get going,byebye.

2010-02-10T20:19:00.004+08:00

not least a peace

can i say that,going through of discipline check is a waste of time?
i went to schl tday and was being sent home/OR not allowing to go back of class for lesson,bcse of short skirt.
can i say that discipline master/mistress is the most stupidest thing i've wanted to laugh about?
what's the point of staying us behind at the foyer to punish us when it's just about some f stupid attire check?this is the 3year1month10days minus away public holidays/weekend,i'm wearing this skirt,so what it is about short?was it rlly that short that it can't cover my butt?{-.-}and hello!it's this is like the don't know how many i'm wearing this skirt ok.
then can i say that,discipline master/mistress are all fickle minded?
on this while they get you to call up your parents saying that you are going home bcse of short skirt and the next minute they change their mind and ask you to get your parents down then to the very last minute when students defiance with them and they agree with your parents to let you home w/o they coming down.they are just trying to get you into some f stupid problem,that can be avoid lorhz.
i called up my mum at 8am and only to leave the schl at 10am,after changing and changing of their mind.
i miss my chemistry test and history test,which i studied until 1+am the other night.
ok,some unwanted creatures had invaded into my rooms,my bro just killed a little baby cockroach,itch me.
i got a job and i suppose i am going to start working during the march.happy or what?
anyway,i went to AX with mumsie around 1pm to fetch my aunt home,and then to visit my grandmother and cab home aftermath as was feeling rather not well.
i'm going to revise through test for tml,rather not sure if i'm able to get in to class tml not lorhz.
damn not happy one.
town with miki on friday(:
byebye.